So I’m supposed to be painting this bedroom, yet here I am sitting stoic in front of the computer, tapping and rapping away with all of these thoughts. I hate how unmotivated I can get. It bothers me. You would think that I could just get up and do it, but it takes me talking myself into it, then eventually giving up and sitting back down. Ha! I’m so lazy when I don’t care. So usually I am just lazy…

     The birds are outside. They are singing to one another, animal conversations are so interesting. I wish I was like Dr. Doolittle. I want to know the secrets they keep, I want to know their attitudes how they interact how they love. I want to know everything about nature. I want to have a deep Zen like understanding of the world around me.  It starts with the swallows. They are the closest living thing near me besides the spider curiously looking at me from the corner.

 

     He needs to get out of here, he is invading my space. I think it’s funny how humans stake their claims to EVERYTHING! From the grass to the trees the rail road tracks to the sky above us all. Naming streets and bridges, drawing boundaries at the drop of a hat making it their own claiming possession. This might not be fair; in fact I know it isn’t. This land was not meant for popular sovereignty. Why can’t we share? We’re all selfish bastards.

 

 

     It was not intended for any of this. We were not intended for any of this.

 

     I think I’m going to leave my phone off and do this damn thing, I’ll slave away and sweat it out over white primer and pansy petal purple paint. It’s a mini adventure for myself. Get motivated and accomplish this could be a test.

 

I want to score high,, goodnight..

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